so, the heater is busted and it is freezing in here.
I'm huddled under a blanket wearing a pair of slippers I got for my b-day and a pair of fingerless gloves (god forbid I wouldnt be able to type) It's so quiet here, I've read 3 books and 10 graphic novels (thick comic books for those who don't know). There is no one yelling or stomping around upstairs. I had to break the silence with music.I was sent an e-mail that I didn't believe, that I didn't want to believe, something so painful that it felt like being gutted and filled with ice. My stomach knotted so much I felt sick, and this feeling has made me question everything. it has colored my musical taste for the time being. There are songs mostly about lonliness, worthlessness, pain, death, suicide and loss. I haven't been sleeping too well lately, that probably isn't helping. No sleep and this emptiness where there was something great.
I think I'm going to be sick
I'm huddled under a blanket wearing a pair of slippers I got for my b-day and a pair of fingerless gloves (god forbid I wouldnt be able to type) It's so quiet here, I've read 3 books and 10 graphic novels (thick comic books for those who don't know). There is no one yelling or stomping around upstairs. I had to break the silence with music.I was sent an e-mail that I didn't believe, that I didn't want to believe, something so painful that it felt like being gutted and filled with ice. My stomach knotted so much I felt sick, and this feeling has made me question everything. it has colored my musical taste for the time being. There are songs mostly about lonliness, worthlessness, pain, death, suicide and loss. I haven't been sleeping too well lately, that probably isn't helping. No sleep and this emptiness where there was something great.
I think I'm going to be sick