Monday Dec 15, 2003

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Nothing new.. [warning.. the following is a rant.]

I'm beginning to worry that this thing with my crush won't work out..

That I'm going to lose her to some other guy..

I've played the game where I compete with other guys for the girl's attention.. I just can't fucking play it anymore. Especially when I'm ALWAYS doomed to failure. Oh well..

If she wants me, she's got me. I'm just not going to play the game where she picks him, I get hurt, shit doesn't work out for him/her and then she comes back to me.

It's happened all too many times before and I'm through with it. If I'm not worth your attention I don't want you to ever come to me looking for it.

I could be the best thing you ever had, I know that is true. or.. I could just drop everything.

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BUT.. having said that.. I do care about her. Almost more than I should.. I just don't know.. I've been getting vibes from her lately.. like I'm yesterday's news or something.. *shrug*

She makes me happy though.. and I like who I am when I talk to her..

BLAH!! This is all for now..
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jj_r0x0rz:
aww man, hope things turn out buddy! you bee happy now! i comand it!
iago80:
Man! Girls can be like that. But if you know her well, just move in a bit stronger- 'affirmative action'! That's what I do! It sometimes ends-up in a slap (rarely I might add) and sometimes it ends up just how you want it. Or..... Just make the most of being friends with the little minx- sometimes more happenin just screws up whatever you already have.

Or... just ignore what some random stranger has said and do what the fuck you want (probably the best advice).

Ariel is indeed hot and I am indeed jealous but knock yourself out kiddo! You're the one with her, I'm 2000 miles away!

Respect to the Triple X brand (Many of my friends are covered in X's so I always give a bit of love to people like yourself!)

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