artax

I lied...


an update...

I. Want. To. Die.


Saturday.. I'm going to get so drunk I'll be on the verge of death.. but I won't care...

Cus nothing anyone can do can make me feel any better.. well.. nevermind..

This may be the lowest depression i've hit in a long time.. NOTHING seems to be going my way.. and when I think some good may go for me.. I get slapped in the face again with disappointments..

My saturday is blown now with Ariel.. I probably won't see her for like a month.. *bangs head on table repeatedly..*

Happiness would be a gun barrel down my mouth..