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Marla.. The big tourist, her lie reflected my lie. And suddenly, I felt nothing. I couldn't cry, so once I again, I couldn't sleep...

Another LONG shitty day done.. It's Turkey day though!

Oh the cranberry sauce how I love thee!

And Pies! Love the pies!

I've designed a new profile picture. This one sort of mocks the Straight edge "X-Up" deal while mocking christianity as well.. oh.. the fun.. Don't know if I will keep it however.. it makes me look like I'm a jesus freak to those...
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I used to be so great at fixing things, but now it seems like everything I do to try and make things better, crumbles apart.
Today was the worst day I've had in a long while.. I almost cut.. several times. I was either angry, or depressed and sometimes both..

I'm almost afraid I'm going to hurt someone I get so angry. I never used...
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It must be love.

Got Teenage Angst? I sure do..

Or atleast in my previous journal I did.. Maybe it was my hangover talking.. who knows.

well, at work I'm now one of two people in my department. We had to let go one of our guys.. the only other guy aside from Daniel and myself because he wasn't reliable in any way, shape or form.

I'm probably going...
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So I got FUCKED up last nite...

I was about to go to the grange but didn't get ahold of a someone.. *cough*

So I went to my friend Danny Collins' house instead and got trashed. I do mean TRASHED...

I missed the SG's on HBO.. *sob*

I almost beat the FUCK outta this guy who kept copping a feel on these two girls who...
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woot... new pics.

Not much new to tell..

Daniel gave me the day off for Thanksgiving.. Seems he's going to work the entire day so that Jason and I can have dinner with our families.. Daniel's an awesome guy.

I've decided the subs in my car need a more powerful amp. I've got more than enough power being pumped into them already but I neeeeed...
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You see my cheesey grin?

You think you know, but you have no idea.[this is the diary of.. ] Feeling REAL good today...

I scored a 91 on my reading composition test, a 94 on my Sentence Skills test and undoubtedly well on my Writing Test. I'll know the scores soon. I fucking BOMBED the math test though with a 63. time to retake that...
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aha! Took this from Ariel.. weeee...

LAYER ONE:
-- Name: Bobby
-- Birth date: July 20th, 1984
-- Birthplace: Nashua, NH
-- Current Location: Frederick, MD
-- Eye Color: blue
-- Hair Color: dark brown
-- Height: 5 ft 11 inches
-- Righty or Lefty: Righty
-- Zodiac Sign: 69 baybe![crab]

LAYER TWO:
-- Your heritedge: Irish, German, Cherokee, Welsh.. who the fuck is welsh???...
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Weeeeeeee.. New profile pic..

With lyrics from Armor For Sleep

So I think I may be joining the National Guard..

"why?" you ask.. I'm not really sure.. I mean, there's nothing for me in Frederick really, I could use the cash to help pay for college if not completely for it.. And I guess the prospect of firing machine guns and new firearms is quite yummy.

I've also decided I need to start working out...
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Fucking hell.. this graphic designer I know totally loved my "Collapse" artwork!

I've got this new design I'm going to be working on.. using robotic type stuff.. Built completely from scratch.. Ribbed piping, metal piping, sheet metal, 2d designs all from scratch.. it's going to probably suck but I'm going to have some fucking fun doing it!