Last night is kinda a blur.
I spent the night at hennessys' tavern in Laguna drinking shit that no human should ever consume. Ocean Ave brewery got closed down due to a brawl. 6 cop cars. I guess some serious shit went down....looked like a bomb went off.
At some point I ordered sambuca for everyone. Why i do this shit i'll never know...cause everyone pussed out...and I ended up drinking some nasty mixture of sambuca and jack daniels just to prove my drunk ass could.
its a miracle I did'nt puke.
today....im sad.
ive lost contact with someone special i never though i would...and im thinking about it too much. Theres really not a damn thing i can do...and i think thats what i hate. powerlessness...and a percieved rejection that really is'nt there. my heart is all 
I spent the night at hennessys' tavern in Laguna drinking shit that no human should ever consume. Ocean Ave brewery got closed down due to a brawl. 6 cop cars. I guess some serious shit went down....looked like a bomb went off.
At some point I ordered sambuca for everyone. Why i do this shit i'll never know...cause everyone pussed out...and I ended up drinking some nasty mixture of sambuca and jack daniels just to prove my drunk ass could.
its a miracle I did'nt puke.
today....im sad.
ive lost contact with someone special i never though i would...and im thinking about it too much. Theres really not a damn thing i can do...and i think thats what i hate. powerlessness...and a percieved rejection that really is'nt there. my heart is all
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i used to live in villa park. i gotta check this place out. does anyone live there?
glad no critters came to gitcha when u were closing.
First things first:
Sambucca? By itself that shit is vile--why mix it on top of that?
You've lost contact how (if you don't mind me asking)? Is it a matter of distance and time spent apart? If so, take it from me and my unprofessional advice--it's never too late to lift a phone. Two months ago I called a friend that used to be among the best ones until we put about 6,000 miles between us. Everything was ok.
I'm gonna stop now, in case I'm burying my foot in my mouth.