I swear I’m alive, my Cats and Bats..

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2018 was a really difficult year for me.. I went through a lot and have had to adjust my entire life.

I’m hanging on. Barely, but I’m pushing myself through my sickness. I want to thank on everyone who has sent me messages checking on me, I appreciate that more than I can say and I promise to get back to all of you.

Thank you so much for the love you all left on my latest set with @leemalee. I really loved shooting it with her, she’s really amazing and funny. She’s seriously such a sweetheart.💗 We recently shot a new set on @sean’s balcony that I am super excited to share. It feels like me. The real me. In clothes I wear a lot, with an item that encompasses a lot of who I am. So I’m really excited.

I also shot a set with @kezia at the #SGLAshootfest2018 on a bench swing that means so much to me, as the book I’m holding is one of my all time favorites. I just got a preview today, and will post it Soon.😘I really loved working with her, and dab sessions, and I absolutely cannot wait to hang with her and all the other girls in Portland in April.❤️🤫

I also shot a set with a photographer I have ALWAYS wanted to work with. Literally since the beginning of my SG career, and we’ve just never gotten the chance until this summer, @tmronin!

This set is super steamy and naughty and I am super excited for everyone to see it, because wow. It made me blush just looking through the photos on the back of the camera.😌😌😌It’s so great.😁

I thought I had posted about it earlier this year, but I also shot a set in St.Augustine with @lovesquish. She was super sweet and accommodating of me being so sick and I love how dark and eerily calm it is and it was exactly how I wanted it to turn out. She’s amazing! It you ever get the chance to work with her, do it.💗

I promise to post more ASAP, I’m just getting used to these new treatments and this new lifestyle.#cancersucks

Oh, and my laptop crashed.. so I’ll be doing everything strictly mobile for a while till I can afford a new laptop and the full adobe suite all over again.💔Woooo #murphyslaw

I love you all, my Cats and Bats!

xoxo

ArsenicStar

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matterz:
Absolutely. Sometimes things are tough and i think when you come out the other side you realise you have to really appreciate the good times. Im watching the goonies in an attempt to cheer myself up right now haha
thrasherx:
I'm just randomly wondering in due to your having simply liked a post I did in a group. That being said I want to say though , I'm sorry you had go through it and I'm glad you seem to be better! Cancer is something I hate and loath, Ive lost too many to it. My wife actually had to have a procedure done 3 years ago as a tumour was found that though at the time was deemed benign, there was a fair chance it would go the other way. It was one of the hardest decisions to do as it cut off our choice to ever have children, which on one level we felt we were not meant to have anyway. Afterwards I dealt with a lot of anger, not at her of course but at it.@arsenicstar

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