The amount of never-ending adversities that have been thrown in my lap over the last year has been absolutely insane, these last few months especially.
Those that know me, know how much the slightest amount of stress will send my body into a Crohn's flare, which often includes incessant vomiting of blood and bile, and constant trips to the bathroom where I proceed to painfully deliver a non-existent 'baby'. I try to avoid these flares as much as humanly possible, but let's be honest, even the most positive people go through times where they struggle to see the light.
This past month, I have secluded myself from all social interactions, and from communicating with practically everyone(with the exception of a handful of people that have reached out to me, which--thank you for that, from the bottom of my heart. As well as a few people that I myself have checked on(just because I'm barely hanging on doesn't mean that I don't notice you're hurting also).
This break from the social world has been both alleviating as well as perplexing, as I have discovered things about myself and things about others that I was not previously aware.
Over the past few days, I have been slowly, as much as I can, intergrading back into the social world..
I love you all, my Cats and Bats.. but sometimes I have to disappear for a time, so that I don't disappear completely.. and even though I've lost a good number of followers from my absence, I cherish the ones who have stuck it out with me.
You, my darling Cats and Bats, are unsurpassable.💋❤️
All of my love,
ArsenicStar
xox
