Now drops the "Sweetest Drop.."

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So it's been one year and one day since moving to California. I have done so many amazing things and met so many amazing people.

I got the chance to shoot with @Sawa within the first month of being here, and it was such an amazing experience. I think the only thing I would have changed was my level of anxiety, which caused my palms to sweat and the color to bleed, as it can do. I had a lot going on that week, and I wasn't able to prepare for the shoot the way I wanted to.. but I do love how it turned out despite the many obstacles it took to get there.💗

It's funny how much I've changed in the last year.. I'm a good 30lbs lighter now, and far wiser than that wet-behind-the-ears, doe-eyed girl.

..and this I know:

I am ArsenicStar. I will never fit in. I have layers and I own every single one. I will never be that cookie-cutter, ordinary girl. I will never conform myself into society's mold. I will always be strange. I know I'm not special, but I'm me. Things I do will always be weird, and I'd rather be myself than try to be like everybody else, wasting their energy just to fit in.

So here I am, baring all, this strange girl..💋

I hope you like my second set, as I had so much fun shooting it.💗

I love you all, my Cats and Bats!

xoxo

ArsenicStar

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arsenic:
@slyxxx180 I hope I didn't come across as unhappy about my place in this world, because I'm most definitely not. Quite the opposite actually.. I apologize if I sounded unhappy about who I am, that is certainly NOT the case. While I am going through a rough time, I love who I am, and I wouldn't change a thing about myself. I was hoping that would be easier to understand, but perhaps I need to work on my wording...
slyxxx180:
No need for a apology darlin at all, I was giving you praise and telling you to keep pushing and doing what makes you happy. Telling others that try to tell you different too piss off, I'm sorry if my words came out different to you darlin 😑

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