My dearest family and lovies,
I just wanted to thank you all so much for your love and support! Crohn's Disease has been literally killing me lately.. aaaaaand I've been working through it because I can't let bills get behind, obvs.. I just wanted you all to know where I've been. I promise to get back in touch with you all soon, and I'm still working on why I'm not getting texts. Keep emailing me or messaging me on IG, because for some reason, even the prudes of Instagram are consistent. ;) Hehe..
The SG Gods have ever so graciously moved my set up to June 11th! :) I'm so excited that it's coming out sooner and I wanted to share my excitement with you and remind you of the giveaways that are going to start happening when my set comes out:
GIVEAWAY DETAILS!!!!!
Every member who likes and leaves a comment on my set, their name will go into a hat. Every time my comment count hits 200, 400, 600, ect... I will pull two names from that hat. Those two members, will get to pick a photo of their choice from my photo set, and I will write a personalized message, sign it, and send it out. I want to give as many people the chance to win, but be careful not to spam my comments.. Even with love-- as that isn't fair to other girls.❤️
For every 500 comments that I get; I'm going to answer five questions personal or not in a video, whatever you want to ask me..
So, If you can start sending me your questions; either leave them in my blog, send me a message, or you can just email me at ArsenicSuicide@gmail.com...
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Also-- Did I mention that my 10 year anniversary with SuicideGirls is coming up next month? I'm so super excited about that as well, you have no freaking idea.. <3
I had been hanging out with some of the Florida Girls as of lately, which I hope becomes more of a ritual. If you live in Florida and are a Hopeful or SG, message me. <3
These two, in particular... I miss sooooooo much and I cannot wait to see them both again. Miss @evenstar66 and the recently official "Mrs." @mah Suicide! here we are, soaking wet. Hahaha!
How has SG changed your life?
This week's homework has taken me some time to write.. there are so many things that I owe to SuicideGirls and to it's creators, @sean and @missy that I couldn't even begin to write it in one blog. I had started taking notes and writing down memories and events from my life that were made possible by SuicideGirls.. One day, I'm going to write a book about this amazing company. For now, I'll just tell you how much SuicideGirls has molded me into the woman that I only hoped I would be. I never thought I would make it this far.. several failed suicide attempts later, I found this site and people that were just like me! It's taken me a few years, but I am no longer that overtly shy(even though I'm a little still shy), I can at least be naked around other people, and no longer see myself as this fat/ugly/awkward little girl. I feel far more confident and have more control on how much I let others effect my emotions. I no longer think of myself as useless, and through SG, I've been able to help other girls to realize that in themselves as well. I've developed the strongest connections with these ladies as well as the members of the site as well, and I truly hold you all dear to my heart. I get so excited to tell others about this family, and the amazing connections that I have made, and am notorious for trying to persuade people to join. I cannot wait till my set debuts, I am so proud of how far I've come and I cannot wait to show others and be there for those that feel awkward and left out, and tell them that they aren't alone.. That I was one of them. All you need is the right group of friends to help you realize your self worth.. and that's what SuicideGirls has been for me. <3<3<3
I love you all..
xoxo
Arsenic
