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arsenic

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SG Since 2004

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My 10 year anniversary is coming up in April.. I couldn't be more proud to be a part of SuicideGirls and this site..

Feb 11, 2014
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Also, I'm still alive. ;) Even though I feel like death..

This is from last Sunday, when I was still feeling well enough to take photos/selfies. I caught a horrible upper respiratory infection.. It and my Crohn's Disease really kicked my ass.. I'm still sick, but I'm still alive... and here's the proof: ;)

This was taken about an hour ago, by @matthewomen. This is pretty much what I've looked like over the past week and a half. Except the hair. Matthew did it yesterday. :) My bangs are still blonde, but there are sooooo many shades of purple, as well as some blues and pinks. I really love it, but I've been too sick to show it off. :( Thank goodness for medical grade; it helps more than you know. Also, my cuddle buddies- Sir Chandler(my plushlifemate) and Oz(the kitten I rescued from a trash can).

I'm sorry that I haven't been around as much.. between the depression and my health.. it's been a rough year so far. I really really appreciate those that have reached out to me. I haven't gotten back to all of you, but please know that your notes touched me deeply, and I appreciate them all more than I could ever express. xoxo Also, all of the boobies that I received were amazing, seriously.. I have the sexiest bunch of friends. I love you all! xoxo

I am so super excited for everyone to see the set I shot with @alissa; she gave word that she moved my set to her prep folder, so it could be any time. :D I can't even begin to express how much I love SuicideGirls.. You all have become more than my family.. I feel the most comfortable amongst you all; you are my closest friends and I cherish you all. <3 I have some things planned... when my set moves into the queue, I'm going to post a blog about it and I'm really excited to do some of the things I'm planning to do. <3

@rambo's blog topic this week is, "What inspired you to become a SuicidGirl?" It took me a long time to be able to talk about my reasons.. but here it goes...

I've wanted to be a SuicideGirl since the very moment I was shown the site. My whole life, I was not only sick, but I was told by my own mother that I was too fat and ugly to do or be anything. After several failed attempts at suicide, I reevaluated everything, and actually discovered myself. Every day has been a gift to me. Even though I fight a battle with my body every day, I am now able to see myself as beautiful... and SuicideGirls has give me not only the family I always wanted, but the self confidence and outlet to be myself. That is such an amazing gift, more than I could explain. I just want to give back and inspire other girls the way I have been inspired. I owe so much to SuicideGirls, and to be a part of it for real... It's all I want. <3

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Tell me what you all have planned for Valentine's Day! I'm excited to hear what my lovies are doing.. :) xoxo

I love you all and hope you've been well!

xoxo

Arsenic

VIEW 8 of 8 COMMENTS
legman:
It was good of you to take him in! :)
Feb 21, 2014
arsenic:
@legman I honestly couldn't imagine my life without him, now.. <3
Mar 12, 2014

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