I go through phases. Sometimes I have to talk to friends on the phone constantly, or sometimes I have to know what everyone on fb is doing, and sometimes I just don't give a shit about anyone or anything and just want to be left the hell alone. The week before last was one of those where I just hated people. I was so stressed at work -co-workers showing up late, leaving early, or just not coming in at all. I get that stuff happens and people have to leave or call in or whatever but it makes me angry because I NEVER call in. If stuff come up I make sure my shifts are covered. But whatever. It just made for a really shitty week and I have been stressed out with other stuff besides that. When I get stressed I get extremely anti social. I don't talk to anyone or do anything. I sit at home and read. I can't even turn on the tv because the noise irritates me. No worries though I am out of moody phase and back to my cheerful self. Sort of.
I'm not actually as cheerful as I pretend to be. In fact, I would call myself a bitch. I'm just too much of a doormat to go around saying what I actually want to say. I am scared of pissing people off or offending someone. Most people intimidate me. So I just play nice and give a smile. People think I'm a sweet girl.
Anyway...
I went to Alabama this past weekend. My best friend is getting married in 2 weeks and we wanted to get to spend some time together before the big day. We usually only see each other once or twice a year so it was really important for us to have this time together. The weekend was not as much fun as I thought it was going to be. It's alright because I know it meant a lot to my friend that I made the trip but I was more than a bit disappointed. I won't go into details but I feel we are drifting. I don't like it.
Now I am home and happy. Sort of... I have so much to do before the wedding. My bridesmaid dress doesn't fit so I have to get it altered. My present that I am making for the bride and groom has to be started and finished, I have to see an eye doctor as I am out of contacts and need new ones before the wedding, my mother is coming to visit this weekend so I have to clean before friday, and I'm going to an Alkaline trio concert on sunday. AAAAHHHHHH!
So that's my life recently. Hope you enjoyed my ramblings
oh, I also decided to renew my membership, so hopefully I will be much more active this year than I was last year!
I'm not actually as cheerful as I pretend to be. In fact, I would call myself a bitch. I'm just too much of a doormat to go around saying what I actually want to say. I am scared of pissing people off or offending someone. Most people intimidate me. So I just play nice and give a smile. People think I'm a sweet girl.
Anyway...
I went to Alabama this past weekend. My best friend is getting married in 2 weeks and we wanted to get to spend some time together before the big day. We usually only see each other once or twice a year so it was really important for us to have this time together. The weekend was not as much fun as I thought it was going to be. It's alright because I know it meant a lot to my friend that I made the trip but I was more than a bit disappointed. I won't go into details but I feel we are drifting. I don't like it.
Now I am home and happy. Sort of... I have so much to do before the wedding. My bridesmaid dress doesn't fit so I have to get it altered. My present that I am making for the bride and groom has to be started and finished, I have to see an eye doctor as I am out of contacts and need new ones before the wedding, my mother is coming to visit this weekend so I have to clean before friday, and I'm going to an Alkaline trio concert on sunday. AAAAHHHHHH!
So that's my life recently. Hope you enjoyed my ramblings
oh, I also decided to renew my membership, so hopefully I will be much more active this year than I was last year!
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Btw, I think you ARE a sweet girl!!!