I am not going to rant or rave today...today I will just ramble on incoherently. ramble....hmmm...ramble....ramble... hmmmm.....yeah..o.k.... However seriously, my four year mark is coming up on when I took my vows. July 11th to be exact. I have come so far yet so much still needs to be done. This time of year I look back on what I have accomplished and what I have done. So for the next couple of weeks I will reflect upon that and other things.It is funny you know, how one can sacrifice so much, that all they are is nothing but a faded collection of ideals and bitter thoughts. At night these vows are all that I really have left. The road is hard but as time passes it grows less difficult. Final ramble.. yes July 11th four years ago was the last time I had sex. A little over three years ago was the last time I kissed someone and finally if I remember right the last time I hugged someone was a little over 2 1/2 years ago. Hmmm fascinating. This has made me be able to treat everyone more equally. Yes there are those more preferred but I still try to treat everyone equally. Hmmm ... for this I am truly thankful. Well cest la vie. I sincerely hope that you all had a good Memorial day Weekend. Peace 