I just did another link yeah!!! 
Sorry to write again but I just heard VHS or Betab and i was blown away. goddamn!!!!!!! 
I am enrolled at a college near my home. I am currently pursuing a dual degree. I have one semester left in my Associates of the Arts and a year left in my other one. It is not really a degree though you do get one after you are done with the program. It is the sign language interpreter program. After I am done with...
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Many people ask me why do I help people, especially since I am not a fan so to speak of the human race. The answer is simple. I have to. I mean why shouldn't I? Yes it is a part of my code but it is much more than that. I think that the strong should help the weak. I wish I could phrase it...
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fatality:
Thank you for commenting on my set. I think I help people, as a misogynist, because I'd like to help "people" as a general group (through all of my volunteer work), but it's just the individual people that piss me off.
I am currently working on a new charity food drive. I am pleased that I am helping people but I wish I could do more. Hmmmm cest la vie. 
Another day another woman pissed. I wonder if any woman is capable of being platonic or neutral in their friendships with a guy. Yeah I might be too nice at times but for fucks sake it doesn't mean I'm interested in them. Sorry I had to vent. It's just that every woman I've hunged out with doesn't seem to get the fact that I'm just...
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I read a book called Confessions of an Economic Hit Man and it made me think a lot about how complacent we are to other peoples suffering. As long as we got our entertainment and our food we're fine, and if we feel guilty we give a few bucks to some charity and we forget about it. That is not right.... things won't change either...
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i am being asked to join groups. Why should I? I mean it is a terrible honor to be asked to join but that is not my intention. I mean yeah I could join the Garbage group, the Cruxshadows group, the Bush Basher group and anon and anon. I am here to observe all this life and occasionaly use some of the SG models as...
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I have chosen.... Seraphim will be the one I paint next. I am not yet sure whether to make her a Nymph or a Mermaid yet...
fatality:
Ooooh, seraphim as a nymph.
For some odd reason someone wants to know what I look like. Fine. I am a short hairy troll like thing. I look like Wolverine if he got sodomized with an ugly stick. I've been told that on bad days I look like Jack Black or Henry Rollins on a good day. I weigh anywhere from 250-265 pds and yet I am not fat and...
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laputa64:
if you are a fan of the cruxshadows, maybe you would be interested in joining the CXS group? we would love to have you! Join The Cruxshadows Group
I have finally finished painting Arete. As soon as I have some sort of digital camera I will post them. I wonder who I will paint next..... i am in the mood for an evil gothic one....hmmmmm
fatality:
I would love to see that.
I know it has been a while and that I don't write really moving or even funny stuff in my journal. I do though want to say thanx to everybody on the messageboards for saying something. I do so like watching and observing all these comments. Thanx............
lastplaneout:
XTC certainly does rock.
johnsalisbury:
I just noticed your 6th April post in the "Song Lyrics That Give You Chills," or whatever, in which you mention Alison Krauss. A lot of her stuff just kills me, but I just now ordered Mark Simos' long-awaited latest CD--he wrote "Crazy Faith" and "Take Me For Longing"--he's got a hideous voice, he should never sing at all, ever, but his lyrics cut like a knife. When it arrives I'll email you a .wma or two, if you're interested . . .