arrowsandarchers

I would like to say im strong
But sometimes i cant always be your muscle
You see these eyes show weakness behind the blue
And you cry...just like me darling
I choke at the air somewhat often when i need more
And i awake screaming at dreams at 3 a.m.
I sleep in to avoid the day about once a week
I try to hold on to you but you push away
You leave me for days to fend for myself
You ask me to carry the weight
I buckle at the knees
I break
And i still am missing you