The most infuriating thing for me is to be stuck in something. That’s not who I am, or how I work. I am not a person to get sucked into a cycle for long. I’m so incredibly angry about it. Worst part…. My shell is cracking. I’ve always had a short fuse but I’m usually good at either getting out of the situation or coming...
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arroezze:
You're right @trombas! It's a hard balance with doing the right thing and nurturing one till its the right time to move forward. Patience is a hardly trait and I do not have a lot sadly. While I certainly have more tolerance for some things more than others, I struggle as of late to maintain that sense of sentiment. There are good days and some pretty awful ones. I just try to keep in mind that nobody WANTS to be ill or in a hospital, even then the one's who do simply use it for a place to sleep other than homeless camps or shelters. Which I also get, but it's not what we're made for. Hopefully things get better in time.
arroezze:
I appreciate that @honeysoleil. I don't try to blast my dirty laundry around. The way I see it the world had enough bad news to talk about so I try to maintain my own in solitude. I make others feel heard and valued, that's my job. I just get stuck in my own frustrations from time to time. I bounce back usually. This time's just taking more to do so with all the mud and muck in the world. Strange times we're in.
Been one of those "damned if I do, damned if I don't weeks.
I guess the importance of the lesson is I'm at least recognizing that I'm entering my sabotage stage. If you can't beat em, kick em to the curb. I'm not the joining type, even I'm told conform of perish. Jokes on you guys, I'm really good at walking away from things, people...
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niffler:
I think I’d have to agree!
arroezze:
You're one of them @niffler!!!
2 days, 32 episodes, 4 seasons later..... I have started and completed Castlevania. Not even mad, it was a good way to spend my days off.
elune:
I’ve heard a lot about this anime! Will check!)
arroezze:
It was pretty awesome @elune!
Yesterday after work I came home like any other day. Four am in the morning, the cool air in my room after leaving the window open all night due to the blistering heat, ruminating on yet another a difficult shift working in what seems a constant battle that resets at midnight with no ground gained. Smelling like crap and covered in who knows what after...
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