Been one of those "damned if I do, damned if I don't weeks.
I guess the importance of the lesson is I'm at least recognizing that I'm entering my sabotage stage. If you can't beat em, kick em to the curb. I'm not the joining type, even I'm told conform of perish. Jokes on you guys, I'm really good at walking away from things, people and situations.
We'll see what the next week looks like.
Said it time and time again, I've been sober for 6 year and today might be the day. It never is, but I'm always 1 bad day away from a relapse. That's exactly why I don't.... I deserve better than to let the world's issues and personal misfortunes and irritability's stoop me back to a place few can crawl out of.
Blog vomit done. Just gotta keep truckin' even if the world wants a scapegoat.