armysoldier15w

on 24 hour duty got 4 more 5 more hours to go but it is just dragging on it needs to hurry so i can nap and then start the partying games before monday comes around for more of this ole dog and pony show i gotta deal with. i mean i dont regret joining the army and all its done wonders for me like let me travel the world for free and all but i need a change but not with how the outside world is i mean have i become that much of a robot that i am actaully content with doing the same routine over and over or and im just that mind controlled that i cant think for myself, who knows what life will throw at me yea you are supposed to live each day like you were dying but who says i wont die right now only time can tell, i just wish i knew what could make me content and happy i mean i cant go home just to follow in my friends footstep and be doing absolutely nothing with my life and just try to get by, and one thing i need to do is go to college and get a degree but i know that i am defiantly not going to be all that, and then i wonder does anybody really read this or will anybody really read this, it would make my life easier if the answers were just handed to me but then i will have no meaning if it all was just handed to me to get around life and its obstacles, well if you anybody is out there I AM HERE throw me a sign on which path to take or at least lead me down the right path and i will thank you.