Ok I've been told I should write here so here is my attempt writing in not one of my strong suits (plus it's hard to write in sarcastic humour that would other wise fit in well during a conversation).
It's not that I don't have anything to say or don't want to put stuff but it can be a real pain in the ass for me. I still have a learning difficulty in writing and spelling the looking up the spell checking ect ect ect ect is a pain in the ass. I do it for my business because I have to we all have to eat. But to write something substantial and laying it out for the world to see leave me feeling venerable.
This is the one area that I have always worried about what people will think or asses of me through my writing. The rest of the time I couldn't care what other thinks. Maybe it's the scarring from school having to do class writing for other to read out to the class. When I taught in the Military I didn't feel it was a problem because any hassles and I could make them run till some one puked (ok not really you know how fast that would be on a recruit course? It would be long enough to be a punishment. I had other evil ways of doing it) Writing for work can be interesting as I work for my self I can drink at work (the perks of a home based business) to the point that I really don't care make for interesting reading latter on. I haven't sent those out to clients yet. I have considered it for one or two that I pray to god they end their contracts so I can have some sanity back some become such a pain in the ass to deal with. Humm maybe that will happen this I might be on to something.
I think therapy would help but then I might have my burst my bubble that I'm normal and that every one else is messed up (Hey it's my world let me have my delusional thoughts) beside Therapy would cut in to my skydiving funds and take time. Time is a commodity I could not have enough of at this point. With two boys 6 and 3and half my house tore apart for renovations that I will complete some day. (OK I had to add this on recommendations for my own health and safety that the house will be done not some day but by end of March. This is what my wife has told me and apparently I can't blow it off as an idle threat as she knows where I sleep)
I'll put more stuff from time to time I guess
It's not that I don't have anything to say or don't want to put stuff but it can be a real pain in the ass for me. I still have a learning difficulty in writing and spelling the looking up the spell checking ect ect ect ect is a pain in the ass. I do it for my business because I have to we all have to eat. But to write something substantial and laying it out for the world to see leave me feeling venerable.
This is the one area that I have always worried about what people will think or asses of me through my writing. The rest of the time I couldn't care what other thinks. Maybe it's the scarring from school having to do class writing for other to read out to the class. When I taught in the Military I didn't feel it was a problem because any hassles and I could make them run till some one puked (ok not really you know how fast that would be on a recruit course? It would be long enough to be a punishment. I had other evil ways of doing it) Writing for work can be interesting as I work for my self I can drink at work (the perks of a home based business) to the point that I really don't care make for interesting reading latter on. I haven't sent those out to clients yet. I have considered it for one or two that I pray to god they end their contracts so I can have some sanity back some become such a pain in the ass to deal with. Humm maybe that will happen this I might be on to something.
I think therapy would help but then I might have my burst my bubble that I'm normal and that every one else is messed up (Hey it's my world let me have my delusional thoughts) beside Therapy would cut in to my skydiving funds and take time. Time is a commodity I could not have enough of at this point. With two boys 6 and 3and half my house tore apart for renovations that I will complete some day. (OK I had to add this on recommendations for my own health and safety that the house will be done not some day but by end of March. This is what my wife has told me and apparently I can't blow it off as an idle threat as she knows where I sleep)
I'll put more stuff from time to time I guess