Sooo... sorry it's been a while.....
Lots of stuff has happened and I really haven't had time to write.
My Grandpa passed away on Halloween (which is also my boy's birthday
). It was super sad.... my grandpa was like the rock of my family. All of the family events were held at his house and everyone had lived with him at one time or another when they needed to and he always had a story to tell if you were willing to listen, and he always helped me find garder snakes in his yard in the summer time. He was a sweet, sweet grandpa and he will be very missed.
I am going to his funeral tomorrow. I missed a couple days work and school due to all of this, it was really hard on me and I really needed to be with my family in Olympia.
In other news....like I said, I started this new job. It's... interesting. Like, I like it and I would love it IF there wasn't soo much drama! My god.... Let me first tell you all- I HATE DRAMA. Drama people create around me really pisses me off. Wether or not I am actually involved in the drama doesn't matter- if they are talking about some drama in their lives that could have easily been avoided had they not been such an ass.... that annoys me, too. There's this girl there who has a boyfriend who lived in CA and they had been together for over a year before he moved- and he went down there for school. Anyway, she goes and visits him like once a month for a week at a time... but between those times she has all these dates she talks about to everyone at work. WHY? I would never cheat on my boy, ever. So this bothers me to no end. It makes me feel so bad and I just want to call my boy and tell him how much I love him. It really just makes me want to go home because I just can't stand to be around that type of behavior. And I'm really not a party person- AT ALL- and they, at work, are always talking about these parties and getting smashed.... That's so not me at all. And IT BUGS ME. ARG!
It seriously bugs me enough I would quit this job. I hate hearing about it all the time. I want to work in a library with an old woman. NO DRAMA there.
Also... North Seattle CC feels like highschool all over again for me.... so much drama, there, to. I just want to stop talking to people. Except Brandon. He understands.
Sorry for that rant.... goodness.
My boy is away this weekend and I feel like I could cry at any moment. What a pussy of me, but I miss him. I love him soooo much and I hate being away from him. We really have such a special relationship... we are bonded soooo nicely together, so tightly. He's my support in all I do and I his. We have 'kids'- being the dog and cats
. We never fight, ever... if we disagree about something we usually just laugh about it and both do it differently- if it's something major, we talk about it and see what conclusion we can come up with. We're very open and communicate with each other about everything. We have great sex in conjunction with all of this! It's probably BECAUSE we are very open and communicate that we have great sex! We love all of the same things- watching movies at home, watching shows on the discovery channel, making food to share, shopping, planning how we'd remodel our house, playing on the computer.... There's really nothing I would want to do that he wouldn't want to do with me and vise versa. He respects me completely and treats me like I am a wonderful goddess. He tells me beautiful things all the time and I do the same. I have never been in a relationship like this, and it's truely amazing. This is why I hate all the 'cheating' drama from my work and school and anywhere else.... I love my boy sooo much and I wouldn't want to do ANYTHING to jepordize what I have with him. SOOO this is why I miss him sooo much! But he made it safe to his destination- I had him call me at his layover airport and when he landed at his destination airport- I was so worried something was going to happen to him. I've been worried ever since my grandpa died that I'm going to loose my boy. SOO worried.
Anyways.... what else is new..... I don't have to work until Monday. That's nice. Maybe I will talk to my manager at work about all the drama and gossip and whatever, because I really hate it. Enough that i would quit- and I was talking to one of the other workers there (an woman- like 35) and she was saying that two people have quit recently because of the drama... and not to get sucked into it. You know, I really should just turn into the hermit girl at work and only talk to the customers... lol. Man, I'm in such a mood.
Well.. I am skipping school again today- at least I think I am. I might leave in a few minutes. I really should. Yeah, I probably will. To go to French. I've totally stopped going to my Philosophy class... that shit was WAY too over my head. I got a quiz back and the teacher asked me why I got them all wrong.... what do you say to that?? 'I'm a retard???'. Goodness. Anyway- I think I would have been able to do it if I would have really put everything into it... but I don't *need* that class really, it just worked for my schedule... so whatever. Next quarter I am taking two online classes so that I can't skip. HA! Nutrition and human sex... should be awesome. Then I can stay home with my boy all day
Man, I bet some of you guys reading this are like
'Thank god she's not my girlfriend!' I guess I got lucky in that my boy loves all the gushy stuff, too!!! 
WELL, MY GOODNESS!!!!! This is a long post... and no pictures or anything! I will post one, let me come back on my laptop where all my pictures be at!
Lots of stuff has happened and I really haven't had time to write.
My Grandpa passed away on Halloween (which is also my boy's birthday
). It was super sad.... my grandpa was like the rock of my family. All of the family events were held at his house and everyone had lived with him at one time or another when they needed to and he always had a story to tell if you were willing to listen, and he always helped me find garder snakes in his yard in the summer time. He was a sweet, sweet grandpa and he will be very missed.
I am going to his funeral tomorrow. I missed a couple days work and school due to all of this, it was really hard on me and I really needed to be with my family in Olympia.
In other news....like I said, I started this new job. It's... interesting. Like, I like it and I would love it IF there wasn't soo much drama! My god.... Let me first tell you all- I HATE DRAMA. Drama people create around me really pisses me off. Wether or not I am actually involved in the drama doesn't matter- if they are talking about some drama in their lives that could have easily been avoided had they not been such an ass.... that annoys me, too. There's this girl there who has a boyfriend who lived in CA and they had been together for over a year before he moved- and he went down there for school. Anyway, she goes and visits him like once a month for a week at a time... but between those times she has all these dates she talks about to everyone at work. WHY? I would never cheat on my boy, ever. So this bothers me to no end. It makes me feel so bad and I just want to call my boy and tell him how much I love him. It really just makes me want to go home because I just can't stand to be around that type of behavior. And I'm really not a party person- AT ALL- and they, at work, are always talking about these parties and getting smashed.... That's so not me at all. And IT BUGS ME. ARG!
It seriously bugs me enough I would quit this job. I hate hearing about it all the time. I want to work in a library with an old woman. NO DRAMA there.
Also... North Seattle CC feels like highschool all over again for me.... so much drama, there, to. I just want to stop talking to people. Except Brandon. He understands.
Sorry for that rant.... goodness.
My boy is away this weekend and I feel like I could cry at any moment. What a pussy of me, but I miss him. I love him soooo much and I hate being away from him. We really have such a special relationship... we are bonded soooo nicely together, so tightly. He's my support in all I do and I his. We have 'kids'- being the dog and cats
. We never fight, ever... if we disagree about something we usually just laugh about it and both do it differently- if it's something major, we talk about it and see what conclusion we can come up with. We're very open and communicate with each other about everything. We have great sex in conjunction with all of this! It's probably BECAUSE we are very open and communicate that we have great sex! We love all of the same things- watching movies at home, watching shows on the discovery channel, making food to share, shopping, planning how we'd remodel our house, playing on the computer.... There's really nothing I would want to do that he wouldn't want to do with me and vise versa. He respects me completely and treats me like I am a wonderful goddess. He tells me beautiful things all the time and I do the same. I have never been in a relationship like this, and it's truely amazing. This is why I hate all the 'cheating' drama from my work and school and anywhere else.... I love my boy sooo much and I wouldn't want to do ANYTHING to jepordize what I have with him. SOOO this is why I miss him sooo much! But he made it safe to his destination- I had him call me at his layover airport and when he landed at his destination airport- I was so worried something was going to happen to him. I've been worried ever since my grandpa died that I'm going to loose my boy. SOO worried.
Anyways.... what else is new..... I don't have to work until Monday. That's nice. Maybe I will talk to my manager at work about all the drama and gossip and whatever, because I really hate it. Enough that i would quit- and I was talking to one of the other workers there (an woman- like 35) and she was saying that two people have quit recently because of the drama... and not to get sucked into it. You know, I really should just turn into the hermit girl at work and only talk to the customers... lol. Man, I'm in such a mood.
Well.. I am skipping school again today- at least I think I am. I might leave in a few minutes. I really should. Yeah, I probably will. To go to French. I've totally stopped going to my Philosophy class... that shit was WAY too over my head. I got a quiz back and the teacher asked me why I got them all wrong.... what do you say to that?? 'I'm a retard???'. Goodness. Anyway- I think I would have been able to do it if I would have really put everything into it... but I don't *need* that class really, it just worked for my schedule... so whatever. Next quarter I am taking two online classes so that I can't skip. HA! Nutrition and human sex... should be awesome. Then I can stay home with my boy all day
Man, I bet some of you guys reading this are like
'Thank god she's not my girlfriend!' I guess I got lucky in that my boy loves all the gushy stuff, too!!!
WELL, MY GOODNESS!!!!! This is a long post... and no pictures or anything! I will post one, let me come back on my laptop where all my pictures be at!
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Reading about the relationship that you and your boy has makes me sooo jealous. You are a very amazing person
I hope you're doing well though