today is a different day than yesterday. to all those people i probably pissed off about the medication issue, as one person said, if you don't have to take them then you wouldn't understand. that is the truth. i apologize.
anyhow, i completed my goal remaining intoxicated up to practice. in fact i surpassed it by going to practice drunk (which i hate doing) and...
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anyhow, i completed my goal remaining intoxicated up to practice. in fact i surpassed it by going to practice drunk (which i hate doing) and...
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maeda:
thanks...i am trying!!!!
beccadaisy:
that was nice 
well...... it's not even noon yet and i'm half in the bag. i got turned down for a car loan, and me and my dad went out for a couple of drinks. so to all the people who i wrote things on their journals, and it doesn't make sense. i apologize. i'm listening to old mineral (if you haven't listened to mineral your missing something)...
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itzjusme:
obviously if you don't understand how people need to take medication for depression, you don't have a mood disorder or chronic depression. develop that and then we'll talk. I hate taking medication but the pain can be so unbearable sometimes. i agree it could always be worse but depression & reason don't always go hand in hand. your brain has a hard time convincing itself of that when you have a serious mental disorder. so, if you don't have it...it's not wonder you don't understand it. i'm happy for you that you don't. 
it sux
it sux
olsen:
You know....at the risk of sounding like an....I don't know what.....Kerouac always bores me.
so life is going almost swimmingly. an atmospheric haze has covered michigan and once again blocking sunrays of thought to my mind.
can barely contain my excitement, things are progressing for my trip with my roommate to burning man.
i must confess, the whole emo scene is not for me. some of the music they say is emo now, is really post-punk, or math-rock. the...
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can barely contain my excitement, things are progressing for my trip with my roommate to burning man.
i must confess, the whole emo scene is not for me. some of the music they say is emo now, is really post-punk, or math-rock. the...
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russula:
I liked Emo Philips.
I liked Emo Philips.
loismustdie:
i hate it too....
i'm trying to decide if i should start a hum group or not... i don't know how many people on this site are into them...
i'm trying to decide if i should start a hum group or not... i don't know how many people on this site are into them...
time to start the week anew. it's getting harder and harder for me to get out of bed now. ever since i was a kid, the sound of a running fan has made me so confortable and i sleep like a rock. it's one of those suppressed memories or psychological problems. once again my mind is hazy, so i can't attempt any deep thoughts. i...
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unique3:
I always sleep with the fan on.....helps me sleep.
freyja__:
ditto.
so nice out today. thank you all who commented on yesterdays entry. i was in one of my contemplative moods trying to figure out all the problems of the world starting with why there is loneliness. seperation anxiety from life i guess. at one time the thought occured to stop living and just exist, but that failed due to everyday, innane tasks.
anyway, i'm looking...
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anyway, i'm looking...
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mschrista:
hello i'm from pontiac
christa
christa
beatrice:
why thank you.
ok, so it's getting warmer around here and it seems like the loneliness is creeping in again. not just for me but for most of the single people i know, which is an amazing amount. i think that has been my only complaint since i moved to this almost psychotic utopia we call lansing. some of the people i know are the greatest and they're...
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sourdollzero:
lansing is nigh on the top of the "cities that need a revolution" list. start one!
the haze has finally lifted. i find walking to work lately has givin me a wonderful amount of time to think. the past is still the past even if we continually live in it daily. 
cupofkarma:
i love walking around and pondering too.
devildoll:
I know Fu has the same birthday, but who else?
trying to think of something deep or encouraging to say, like god save the emu or something, but my mind is filled with haze. drank way too much yesterday. hard to put thoughts together. hope life is good 
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freyja__:
drink more water.
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astrogirl3000:
so how long ago were you in boise? what a great town..i miss it...
humpin hannah's? hee hee...we have a friend who bartends there. other cool places: neurolux, 10th street station, blues bouquet. they're all in the same general area downtown, just park yer car and start walkin'
hope that hangover has gone away..i get hangovers so easily
humpin hannah's?
hee hee...we have a friend who bartends there. other cool places: neurolux, 10th street station, blues bouquet. they're all in the same general area downtown, just park yer car and start walkin'
hope that hangover has gone away..i get hangovers so easily
one of the things i first noticed about being on this site and reading peoples profiles is that there are a lot of people who have donny darko listed as one of their favorite movies. so i finally watched it last night. i liked it, i liked it a lot. but what i want to know, all you huge donny darko fans, is what makes...
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astrogirl3000:
hi i see yer fairly new around these parts..welcome to SG.
i like donnie darko too, but it's not one of my favorite films. i know what you mean though...everyone here loves that one...
so you've been to boise? i miss it so much..such a great town. i miss the pac nw in general..ohio is very much a temporary thing until we can get back there...
i see yer fairly new around these parts..welcome to SG.
i like donnie darko too, but it's not one of my favorite films. i know what you mean though...everyone here loves that one...
so you've been to boise? i miss it so much..such a great town. i miss the pac nw in general..ohio is very much a temporary thing until we can get back there...
soniclu667:
oh the ex thing...
what the case actually is, is crush boy works at a bar. at this bar there are concerts. we go see shows here, and speak with crush boy at the bar. crush boy and i are more friends than ex and crush boy. theyre more almost friends. they only talk about music. ever. so it's dumb like that.
*melissa*
p.s. is there a code about him saying he likes me and giving me a hug and in the process groping my ass?
he confuses me...
what the case actually is, is crush boy works at a bar. at this bar there are concerts. we go see shows here, and speak with crush boy at the bar. crush boy and i are more friends than ex and crush boy. theyre more almost friends. they only talk about music. ever. so it's dumb like that.
*melissa*
p.s. is there a code about him saying he likes me and giving me a hug and in the process groping my ass?
he confuses me...
well, it is official. my car is dead. i now have to go and buy a bike to ride to work. i don't mind that, but i need to head up north every couple of weeks and i'm not riding a bike. the good news is that i'll be getting a new car hopefully soon. or else i'll be pulling my drums around in a...
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soniclu667:
sucks...im finanlly fixing my car so i can drive again! yay!
*melissa*
*melissa*
russula:
Read your journal the other day about your dream with the woman in footed pajamas. It was kind of odd to see because when I awoke that morning I always think of my childhood rituals when a holiday occurs. When I was a kid I would always wear Cleveland Browns pajamas on Christmas. I think I just ate alot of candy on Easter. However before I read your entry I thought about footed pajamas. The only significance they had was watching The Wizard of Oz. Then I went to visit my parents where my younger brother showed me a collection of action figures made by Todd Mcfarlane called the Twisted Land of Oz. This kind of weird coincidental stuff happens to me all the time. Sorry about the long comment.