well...... it's not even noon yet and i'm half in the bag. i got turned down for a car loan, and me and my dad went out for a couple of drinks. so to all the people who i wrote things on their journals, and it doesn't make sense. i apologize. i'm listening to old mineral (if you haven't listened to mineral your missing something) and im a little depressed. i think depression is good in small doses. it helps to put things in perspective. you really feel better after a day of depression. i don't understand how people can be so depressed to where they have to take medication. the thing that keeps me going is that there is always someone who has it worse than you. so be happy with what you have. but i like to listen to sad songs every once in awhile and reflect. its good for the soul. so that's today. i probably remain intoxicated for the whole day up to band practice tonight. only cuz i can't play drums when i've been drinking. but to all i wish a beautiful day, and a sunny tomorrow. 
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itzjusme:
obviously if you don't understand how people need to take medication for depression, you don't have a mood disorder or chronic depression. develop that and then we'll talk. I hate taking medication but the pain can be so unbearable sometimes. i agree it could always be worse but depression & reason don't always go hand in hand. your brain has a hard time convincing itself of that when you have a serious mental disorder. so, if you don't have it...it's not wonder you don't understand it. i'm happy for you that you don't. it sux
it sux
olsen:
You know....at the risk of sounding like an....I don't know what.....Kerouac always bores me.