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Oooh, i took the plunge and had my hair cut short... well, not short short, but it's the shortest i've had it since i was 5?


Dying it tomorrow, hurrah! I really love it, it makes me feel pretty and sexy, which is very good i say. I wish i'd taken the step to have it done like this before though, i think the sets would've been very very different, i suit this style so much more than just, shoulder length bore. It's quite sad, but i really think i would be pink if i had this hair before, haha.

Work still draining, not physically as such, just mentally. I get really down about the lack of confidence some of the students have, not even wanting to put their hand up to answer a question because of the fear of getting it wrong makes me so sad, one girl in particular, she's lovely, to look at her you'd think she was a bright bubbly person. She's rather quiet, and is a bit bubbly, but not as much as i'd hope. I don't know what's made her like this, but i think it's childhood stuff, bullying, etc. In fact i found out on Friday that the knobs that drive round college all day with music blaring pulled up to her and told her to get in the car, which really upset her for obvious reasons.

I wish there was a button or something to give people confidence in themselves. Well, i'd like to use the button on myself, but only for how i portray myself, i think i'm pretty neat in everything else.

Photoshoot next Thursday, whoop! A good friend of mine wanted to get some photo's done, and i casually suggested we should do some together, not being too serious, but now we are, which is hot, she's sexy. Short though, not sure what we're going to be doing for the shoot, but i'd love a dominatrixesque set, with her as my pet, mwahaha. Anyway, should really tell my fella i wont be home for dinner, i completely forgot to mention it, whoops!