Well, i was so tempted to write an entire blog in binary, but i decided it would be best suited for when i'm feeling happier. I'll try not to make this one so ranty, :B
Family friend of my parents has developed a malignant sarcoma in her stomach, the fucker is 20cm, she'll have to have a kidney removed too. This is sounding like a repeat of Jim, as she's really dehydrated and she needs to be hydrated before they can operate. She had breast cancer a few years ago, so i assume this has come from that. Now i don't know much about Sarcoma's, but to my knowledge there's a variety of different types, one of which doesn't respond to chemo and will need a different treatment. She needs a biopsy which i can only assume hurts like buggery.
Not had internet access for a few days, but i haven't missed much anyway. Other than checking my emails on my phone all the time to see if my spology has at least been acknowledged. It hasn't. Thing is with me, if i've pissed someone off, i'll apologise and try to explain, then wait for their move, in this process i wont talk to them as i don't know where i stand, so if you're reading this, please at least email me. I want to know what the hell's going on, if it's to end friendship, then so be it, i just want to know where i stand.
Think my dog's dying, when i arrived at my mums, i noticed she'd drastically lost weight, which shouldn't be happening, she's eating plenty, but still is so skinny. I need to really get my mum to take her to the vets, i know why she hasn't when the lumps appeared, she's scared she'll be put down, like every other dog who went to the vets and never came back. The lump on her foot has gotten worse, it's strange and there's bits of open woundage going on, it's clean though. She wont stop shaking either, i think it's because she's cold though, i turned the heating up in her room so she was warm. Not sure how long she has left, i know she's not suffering though.
In the me department, all is pretty, well it's, dunno, haha. Still in a down patch i guess, it'll go away. Just got to stop tempting myself to do stupid shit, and stop thinking about my death.
Family friend of my parents has developed a malignant sarcoma in her stomach, the fucker is 20cm, she'll have to have a kidney removed too. This is sounding like a repeat of Jim, as she's really dehydrated and she needs to be hydrated before they can operate. She had breast cancer a few years ago, so i assume this has come from that. Now i don't know much about Sarcoma's, but to my knowledge there's a variety of different types, one of which doesn't respond to chemo and will need a different treatment. She needs a biopsy which i can only assume hurts like buggery.
Not had internet access for a few days, but i haven't missed much anyway. Other than checking my emails on my phone all the time to see if my spology has at least been acknowledged. It hasn't. Thing is with me, if i've pissed someone off, i'll apologise and try to explain, then wait for their move, in this process i wont talk to them as i don't know where i stand, so if you're reading this, please at least email me. I want to know what the hell's going on, if it's to end friendship, then so be it, i just want to know where i stand.
Think my dog's dying, when i arrived at my mums, i noticed she'd drastically lost weight, which shouldn't be happening, she's eating plenty, but still is so skinny. I need to really get my mum to take her to the vets, i know why she hasn't when the lumps appeared, she's scared she'll be put down, like every other dog who went to the vets and never came back. The lump on her foot has gotten worse, it's strange and there's bits of open woundage going on, it's clean though. She wont stop shaking either, i think it's because she's cold though, i turned the heating up in her room so she was warm. Not sure how long she has left, i know she's not suffering though.
In the me department, all is pretty, well it's, dunno, haha. Still in a down patch i guess, it'll go away. Just got to stop tempting myself to do stupid shit, and stop thinking about my death.
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badrobot:
clear your diary... it's the first game I've been bothered enough to take on the tube, and I've been *this* close to missing my stop all week...
badrobot:
It'll drive you loopy, in a good way 