Well, good afternoon on this... shitty rainy day 
First day of not smoking, time's really dragging, but that's only my head whining at me because it wants a fag. There's no point in smoking anymore anyway, if i can't have one in a pub, then i don't know, i need a fag the most when i'm drinking, and i'm not going outside all the time. Plus my future job will only allow smoking in certain areas.
Found out yesterday that i have officially passed my course, which is ace, i was seriously happy, wasn't expecting to, you know thought there would've been more work that i needed to do, but there wasn't ace.
Next step is apply for college suppport worker thing, and try to find another job to accompany this.
I think this website has become my new addiction. It's like, i log in daily to check all my groups, and if there's not much movement there, i'll wander into the boards, or read the news, or read other peoples' blogs. I like it here though, i think it's a happy place
although strangely enough, i haven't perved nearly half as much as i thought i would. I just can't wait until i go pink, and damnit, i'll try to get that status!
Hmm, i fear nicotine was the one thing saving me from myself.. crap, glad Jon's going to be here soon, i couldn't hack a night alone.
First day of not smoking, time's really dragging, but that's only my head whining at me because it wants a fag. There's no point in smoking anymore anyway, if i can't have one in a pub, then i don't know, i need a fag the most when i'm drinking, and i'm not going outside all the time. Plus my future job will only allow smoking in certain areas.
Found out yesterday that i have officially passed my course, which is ace, i was seriously happy, wasn't expecting to, you know thought there would've been more work that i needed to do, but there wasn't
ace.Next step is apply for college suppport worker thing, and try to find another job to accompany this.
I think this website has become my new addiction. It's like, i log in daily to check all my groups, and if there's not much movement there, i'll wander into the boards, or read the news, or read other peoples' blogs. I like it here though, i think it's a happy place
although strangely enough, i haven't perved nearly half as much as i thought i would. I just can't wait until i go pink, and damnit, i'll try to get that status!Hmm, i fear nicotine was the one thing saving me from myself.. crap, glad Jon's going to be here soon, i couldn't hack a night alone.