arkham

so its been a while . . ..

nothing but bad shit too let me tell you. . . so i lent this girl a good chunk of money that she promised to pay back of course she didint. . . . .the lesson here never bail anyone out of jail . . . .

shortly after she asked if she could wire me the cash and i agreed . .so i gave here my account number and somehow from that she stole money from it!!! soooo then i had to close my account and start over. . .

not that big of a deal but now i have no money cause my account hasnt opened yet and sooooo im fucking miserable . . . .

and to top it all off my boyfriend fucking got kissed by some fucking bitch at a party and when i asked him about he lied . . . . . my friends busted him and then told me . . . . . and sooo i didint break it off i just asked that he never talk to this girl again. . . . he didnt like that. . . the funny part is this was the frist time hes met her . ... . .but yet he makes it seem like he knows her from forever ago . . .

on that same note . . . . he says by asking him not to talk to her or see her anymore . . is out of line . .. he says im trying to control hes life . . funnny cause i never asked him to stop talking to anyone else . . not ever his ex who he goes to see from time to time. . . . .

i pick the winners dont i?

damn it im just going to move to ireland and call it a day . . .

at least now i have my own place . . . .sigh . . .i need a hug . . .what a bad 3 months