arik

*sigh*

so i'm in a new city. and i've been looking for a place to live. and i'm staying at this scary awful hostel place that is expensive and i'm rooming with this creepy greek guy who makes my skin crawl. just bad.

and the other day i called all these places looking for a room and they were all already taken. but there were a few who didn't answer the phone, and one of them called me back to ask if i was still interested and i said yes and she asked me to come look at the flat. which i did. and it's perfect. just perfect. beautiful. in the best location possible. she's wonderful. it's got a great view and it's new and a huge kitchen and it's just perfect.

so she said she would let me know, and i was really hoping, but we'd talked for like an hour so i thought maybe. but i figured no cause stuff like that never really works out, you never get that lucky. so she called me yesterday and said she wanted me to move in and wanted me to come over to meet the other guy she also wanted cause there were two rooms for rent.

so i went over, and i like the other guy alot. we all talked for awhile and then we went out for pizza and beer to celebrate the new flat. on the way back she realized she'd left the keys in the flat so we ended up eating and drinking in front of the door which was a great bonding thing and funny as hell.

i asked if i could move in as soon as possible and as one of the rooms was already empty she said she would ask the landlord if i could move in today and she would call me.

which she did, earlier this morning, to tell me that he had aparently already told a mate of his that they could move in without telling her and she only had one room and as the other guy was driving down with stuff she was gonna give it to him.

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so now i don't have a place to live, i have to stay in this hostel forever and it was perfect and i'm just really sad and tired and want to run away.

nothing ever works out. ever.