arielcupcakes

My mom got drunk this morning and decided to take me shopping. Well, I took HER because she was too drunk to drive... she drank whiskey and played cards all morning. She doesn't sound like a real person. Jesus.

So... I talked to Chris last night. And... I kind of want to die. And I'm thinking I might really be psychotic? Because last night, I took 3 Seroquel and still couldn't fall asleep... it just made me a bit calmer. Staying up past 5 in the morning by yourself is just plain wrong. I ... yeah.

I'm going to Gaithersburg tonight to see Mr. Hotpants. He's back from the beach.

Jessica has all of Chris's CDs and a bunch of mine... and I left some at my mom's... so I have nothing to listen to in the car. I want to DIE.

I'm only going out because I CAN'T be alone.

Vertigo.