arianna

Sorry it's been a few days. We moved into the apartment on Saturday and thus have no internet. The phone was supposed to be turned on today but alas, it was not. I'm up at school right now just so I can use the internet.

And boy is it a safe place here. I'm in the UTA library. Apparently some guy walked into the women's bathroom with a screwdriver and tried to assualt someone in there. She screamed and he ran. So there are warnings on every door to every building.

My grandpa is looking pretty bad but it is prolly cause he went to chemo yesterday. It's just so hard watching this. The chemo is making him sick but at the same time it's good for him? He wants to do it. He wants to fight. But what good is it really doing? To me it just seems to be making the quality of his life worse even if it is prolonging it. Yes, it could kill the cancer and save his life but if it doesn't then is it really worth it? I wouldn't know what to do with miyself in his situation.

My grandma really wants Nick and I to do the ritual part of our wedding before Popo goes. He and I had discussed it when Popo first went into the hospital. But I guess I'm just putting it off in hopes he'll get better. It seems to me like doing that indicates that I feel he won't be around long enough to be there when we're ready to make it legal.

Anyways, so much to say, yet so little energy to do so... I'm hoping we'll have internet within the next couple days. If not I'm coming back up here.