I finally got my lip pierced. A little stud on the side. I LOVE the way it looks!

My mother says I'll never be able to "find a decent man with that thing" in my mouth.

At least Travis likes it. He says it looks natural to me.

Things between us are really good. We're taking it very slow, which is hard sometimes because I can get rather *ahem* anxious. It's really nice to be with someone who doesn't just want to jump in my pants.

I've made the decision to be abstinent until I really fall in love again. Sex before love is so not the order I want to do ever again.

My ex-boyfriend is becoming a man whore, making out with every girl he can, especially if it's right in front of me. It doesn't make me jealous in the least bit, I actually kind of pity him. It does, however, make me question the relationship we had. I don't think he ever cared about me as me. I think I could have been anybody really. That's really sad to think about, especially with a two year relationship. The reason I broke up with him, after all, was because he wanted me, as well as every other semi-attractive girl who would give him the slightest bit of attention. *sigh* oh well.

I'm on to smaller and better things. (Travis is about 4 inches, and 15 pounds smaller than me, which I think is adorable!)