Monday Jul 02, 2007

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So I officially wasted an entire week of my life.

He said he wanted to date me, but he can't force himself to get past the fact that I was Mark's girlfriend.

Everything was going so well, I honestly thought we might start dating.

And now I've been shattered into a trillion pieces.

I have no jobs, and now no boyfriend/ romantic interest. I feel as if I have lost everything all at once.

I wanted to enjoy my summer before college, but now I have a feeling that it is going to suck balls.

I had some much more profound things to say, but I have no energy to type them.

Why must you be so perfect? Apparently I am not worthy of perfection.

Where do I go from here?

At least the tears have stopped, and the numbness is setting in.
etcee:
ok, fair enough, i have no idea who he is, and no idea who mark is, and really no idea who you are, but i can fucking promise we've all wasted a week or three on that amazing thing that would mean the world to us if it worked. But the other person just cant fucking buckle up.

Sorry yer feeling the sting.
darke:
he isn't perfect. In three months you'd just be tired of his bullshit. Go to school, taste life, quit burning yourself over local boys. There is so much more out there actually worth your time.

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