I don't know what to think, I don't know what to feel.

I was going to Virginia Tech next year.

I have been crying so much today, I don't know how to deal with it.

Just another thing that increases my beliefs as an agnostic.

How could something like this happen? I don't understand it.

I just want to stay in my bed where the world makes sense.

At least my friends at Tech are OK. I was so paranoid, I was making myself sick.

And my car is having transmission problems...

*Sigh*

I just don't know what I'm supposed to do.