arguablysane

my closest friends don't feel nearly as close any more.

friends who don't deserve the title have been moving remarkably closer to renewing qualifications.

...and i'm not angry about this. weird.


been irregularly depressed lately.
got the house in my name.
got a sweet job lined up.
got a lot of plunder in the bank.
got a girl who says she loves me.
but i'm...
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new job.
shitloads and asstons of money.
rent's paid for five months in advance.
almost makes a jew weep.
consulting rules.

buried some hate, been carried a long time.
not all of it, but i reckon it's a start.
feels very awkward, but better.
peace of mind will come.

shirts don't fit as well as they used to.
gotta start drinking light beer.
maybe jump...
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things just got better.
a lot better.

i've found i need these weekly injections of happy to keep me going on alright.

it's good to know how you function, and what the fuel is that keeps the engine in proper gear.

i get to go to sleep happy tonight.
this makes me

why am i so fucking unhappy lately?

it doesn't make a goddamn bit of sense.

all moved in to the new place.

after 11 months of being without place to call home, i can finally do so. it makes me smile every day.

i feel comfortable here. it's a good place.
my roommates are good people, and for the first time in a very, very long while i feel like i belong somewhere.

even though i lost my wallet and...
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Today
is such an awful
unhappy day.

I go down to MEPPS next Thursday afternoon to take the full ASVAB battery exam.

After the written part is through, I take the physical.

Then I make the final decision to whether or not I sign X number of years of my life away simply for lack of any other place to call a home.

I'm kind of not sure about being given a...
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So....
Friday morning I go down to take the ASVAB military placement test.

A lot of people aren't going to like this idea.
The girl is already very unhappy with me.
Guess I didn't really expect her to take it well.

Navy, Army, Air Force... we'll see I guess.
Depends on what they have to offer.

It's not really what I want to do at...
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So I've discovered the absolute best invention in the history of man: The Flask.

I can drink while grocery shopping.
I can sip a few nips while standing in line at the bank.
I can even drop a few shots while I'm taking a shit in a public bathroom.

I'm so happy.

Also, tonight was a very good night because my girl is just amazing....
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Eff you people and your silly little go-and-play-dress-up B&D ball, I'm going to see Jim Norton tonight.

I can't fucking wait. Woo!