argon

I cooked dinner tonight. I was pretty awesome as usual. I made a sort of curry version of potato soup and a sort of apple salad and spice cake. I then crocheted with some people in the living room and planned on cleaning, but was messaged by a friend to come over and watch some more episodes of Dead Like Me, but when i arrived they were all sitting around playing warcraft with no sign of stopping. I am now irritated. We ended up watching it anyway, but i guess Im just annoyed with myself for not leaveing and making other plans for myself. Oh well. I have a hard enough time maintaining friendships let alone start new ones... I have a HUGE phobia of social responsibility. Trying to keep one foot in and out of social circles just never works very well, and i can never exactly decide if i want to be in or out. sooo. since my sleeping schedual is a little fucked, I'll probably be up for a while cleaning like i should be.