Oh man... I wanted to do a set with my gerbils but it seems that Mo has beat me to it. I guess i could still do it, but it won't be as original now. I'll just have to come up with a more creative idea to incorporate them. but then again maybe having rodents crawl all over you isn't as sexy as i thought...
the cutest girl in the whole world came to visit me this weekend, but i really didnt have the energy to invest in her after these two worst weeks of school ever. we have a long history together, but unfortunately she's rather high maintainance. I think , she was a little mad at me that i wasn't dropping everything to spend time with her this weekend, but i wanted to go out drinking with my study group and sleep in after two weeks of deficit, and study. And of course she was "sick" and didnt want me to kiss her and of course she was too tired to "do" anything before going to sleep. Perhaps i should feel lucky to have been able to snuggle up to an unresponsive warm body all night, but i emphasise the unresponsive part. oh well, she's my best friend and i love her even if she never reciprocates quite the same feelings. I guess i have one small bargaining tool. She's never had an orgams before, and i keep trying to convince her that i would be more than happy to help her figure herself out. I think Im making small amounts of progress in that department, but i dont think she's quite ready to admitt that guys just dont do it for her. she really feels that she's completely a-sexual, but i think a little masturbation and the right girl would fix her right up, but i guess she's jsut not ready yet. I really sucks to want the best for someone...
oh man i need to get ontop of this studying buisness. I've had a really good weekend hanging out with friends and now i need to get to work.
the cutest girl in the whole world came to visit me this weekend, but i really didnt have the energy to invest in her after these two worst weeks of school ever. we have a long history together, but unfortunately she's rather high maintainance. I think , she was a little mad at me that i wasn't dropping everything to spend time with her this weekend, but i wanted to go out drinking with my study group and sleep in after two weeks of deficit, and study. And of course she was "sick" and didnt want me to kiss her and of course she was too tired to "do" anything before going to sleep. Perhaps i should feel lucky to have been able to snuggle up to an unresponsive warm body all night, but i emphasise the unresponsive part. oh well, she's my best friend and i love her even if she never reciprocates quite the same feelings. I guess i have one small bargaining tool. She's never had an orgams before, and i keep trying to convince her that i would be more than happy to help her figure herself out. I think Im making small amounts of progress in that department, but i dont think she's quite ready to admitt that guys just dont do it for her. she really feels that she's completely a-sexual, but i think a little masturbation and the right girl would fix her right up, but i guess she's jsut not ready yet. I really sucks to want the best for someone...
oh man i need to get ontop of this studying buisness. I've had a really good weekend hanging out with friends and now i need to get to work.
Totally know what it's like to be in love with your best friend where you've fooled around a little, but she's not ready to cross that line. Complete to the "a-sexual" and the "never had an orgasm with a man" thing. But I've realized having Kelly in my life is more important than anything else, so I'm completely satisfied with friendship. In fact, I'd hate to push it because if anything went wrong and our friendship was affected I'd be devistated.
I had a blast this weekend too, making it IMPOSSIBLE to get back into study mode. I should be doing homework right now, but I'm going to take a nap--still sick and all.
Thursday or Friday would be perfect, let me know which one works for you. I may not be available until after 9:00 or 10:00 if I have to work (I waitress at the Brown Bottle). I've got my schedule but I'm too lazy to find it right now and let you know.
Take care and good luck with finals.