argon

i hate newspapers but i seem to love being enraged and saddened by them. I yell at polititions and political "analyists," tear up at tragic deaths, and fume at profuse stupidity. occasionally I am encouraged (by every new city or county that approves/supports gay marriges) that humanity is changing for the better (i.e. getting some ass hole out of office to replace him with a lesser ass hole), but this feeling is rare and fleeting. So i keep on reading my daily dose of -being informed/getting pissed off- because unfortunately I am attracted to tragedy as is every other comsumer of the daily newspaper.
Its like when you see an extrodinarly odd person on the street: you may be disgusted or disturbed, but you can't help but look anyway and then dwell on it all day long, or at least for the next 5 minuets. or at least that's the way it is with me...