argo

Man, I know that my overall problems seem way small compared to some of y'alls (mellylou, Syndel, Pistolita and Minkx(whose situation would have sent me on a murderous rampage)), but they are the things that weigh heavily on my ever weakening mind. To be perfectly honest... I feel like a failure in life! I'm not gonna go into detail, cause I don't feel that I measure up on the scale of problemage. Let's just suffice to say that I'm caught in a snowball effect and really need summer to come! What all this gibberish is leading up to, besides lettin a few friends know I'm thinkin of them, is this... I'm not going to be around all that much anymore. In chat, on the site, or even on the computer in general. I'm having to lenghten my workday, whilst making some pretty sizeable cut backs, financial and personally. This site, and to a lesser extent, MySpace, have been a sort of sanctuary for me, from the reality that is my life. Y'all have been great! I have made some cool ass friends and hope to continue to develope those friendships, maybe even beyond the computer. No, I'm not talkin about leavin my wife and/or having a wild fling( okay maybe a fling with some of y'all ), just friends! Well, I'm startin to ramble, plus I need to get ready for work. I just thought I would give those who might actually care, a heads up on my impending vacancy from here. Y'all will be in my thoughts and I'll hit chat and the site as much as I feel I can before I literally work my self to death.

Y'all leave a brother some love!!!

Ed