Wow i just slipped back into a hole i never wanted to go back to! i went downtown today found my buddy "dude" and he hooked me up with some good ole' X like he used to so im fucking trashed as hell right now on x and jim b and this is the best time ive had here yet. god i hate life right...
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been in fairbanks a while now and "the shiteth hath hiteth the faneth" got in a fight with the friend im staying with at 3am, now im back at my dads 
not sure how long im gonna end up staying here but hey?????
not sure how long im gonna end up staying here but hey?????
delores:
well, you know you're missed way down here in hell. 
so just come the fuck back!
so just come the fuck back!
so this will be my last post in the state of arizona. im very sad to be leaving it sucks beyond belief now that im so close to leaving. so good bye every body who probably wont be reading this. 
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delores:
why aren't you answering the phone, or returning any of my calls? i've been trying to get ahold of you for days... what the hell is going on? i really need to talk to you.
delores:
update already bitch!!
go look at my new psw set!!!
go look at my new psw set!!!
so yeah... two more days then i leave az, im gonna miss it alot a few friends deloresbeing my main friend she hasnt left my side other than to go to work for two months now. of course my moms will be here so im coming back to visit. i just feel sad that maybe this isnt what i should be doing that something...
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delores:
i dont know what i'm going to do without you. no one to schlep me to the gyno...seriously though, i'm going to miss you like crazy.
who am i going to get to watch Queer As Folk with me, and let me watch tons of porn on their computer?
who am i going to get to watch Queer As Folk with me, and let me watch tons of porn on their computer?
so yah continued packing my shit today for my move its gona suck being away but, i dont know how it will go up there. if it doesnt go well i will be back very soon.
akwildflower:
I work at a doctors office. Yes things will get better just have to wait it out.
well the ex called me the other day and we got into it a little... then the mood changed and she asked me if we could meet up and talk and be friends again. which frankly scares the hell out of me because of it i got all twisted up and had another panic attack..... i was very happy because a pack of smokes lasted...
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delores:
people just suck. they're all basterds. we're all bastards. no one should be allowed to reproduce anymore.
just what we need, more assholes.
just what we need, more assholes.
I finnally told radioshack to go fuck themselves and i couldnt be happier im jobless and almost money less but, hey ill manage till bill gates calls and wants to be partners (i can dream). so its off to plan my move its gonna be much harder though with no money.
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pandamonium:
pst ... it's *strawberries* 
pandamonium:
pst .... take out the apostrophe
i'm an ass, aren't i?
i'm an ass, aren't i?
i figure i might as well post a little less from now on considering you can find out what im doing by reading deloresjournal.
delores:
post a little less? you hardly post at all!
jerk!
*bite*
jerk!
*bite*
well another joyus easter is here spending it working on my truck which i do enjoy. ate dinner already. thats about all i have to say. went to church this morning saw emo boy rob and the pastors daughter so good eye candy all around. 
delores:
happy easter to you too!
well little update for the people her in la la land, things have been getting progressivly worse with me with little spots of happiness. i had one of my worst black outs yet, my mind basicaly seperated from my body, the little bits that i can remember are me looking from the third person watching myself stumble around and once again scared the hell out...
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delores:
your head could be spinning and spewing bile, and i would still be there for you!
[Edited on Mar 23, 2005 11:12PM]
[Edited on Mar 23, 2005 11:12PM]
hope your rib and arm and face are feeling better.
but if you dont die on friday, i'm going to kill you myself.
and it's the same bottle thank you. i didn't finish it, there's about an inch and a half left.
and that wasn't the touch i put in just for you.
i thought you'd dig the pigtails.