archetypal_sxe

I wonder if anyone is ever completely happy with the way they look, the way their life is going, the decisions they've made, all of life's events leading up to this very day and this very moment. I don't think anyone is ever completely satisfied with themself. To have that much self confidence (or at least a lack of desire to change or to better onself) seems unnatural to me and unhuman. There will always be someone who is better than you, someone that you look up to and want to be more like. There will always be someone more popular, more known, more historic, more ideal, more everything than you will never be and that's what drives people to change, to better themselves, to grow, to improve. Everyone will always want to look better, to lose weight, to have more money, to improve the world, to matter, to have significance, to be known, to make a difference, to do all these things that people will never do, or at least to the extent that they desire. Noone is ever perfect. Noone will ever reach that stage. People have been trying for so many years and it has yet to be accomplished. Noone could possibly ever be perfect. What would the perfect human be like? I think that that concept is even impossible to come to a conclusion to because they would have to fix all of the world's problems, make the world a better place for EVERYONE involved, solve EVERY problem of EVERY person on the Earth, and so much more. Enough of my random rambling, just wishing that I was a better person and realizing that I'll never have that desire fulfilled.