archetypal_sxe

I want to be a closed book. I don't want to be read and I don't want people understand me. I don't want my emotions and feelings to show through and I don't want my personal life to be obvious through my actions. I don't want Michelle to know that I miss and care about her, I don't want to care about her. I want to be strong, I want to be a man, I want to get over her I don't want her to exist anymore. She hurts me more than enough and I don't want to care about her and it would be better if she didn't exist.