Michelle came over, we talked things over and we're going back out.
I guess I lack committment to my feelings. I guess I'm just going to try and not get so attached this time and take things as they come. I can't lie to myself, I need someone to be there for me and I need a friend. I need someone to spend my time with and I need someone to love.
I have to learn to depend on myself over Michelle. Michelle is nice to have to fall back on but I need to come first and foremost. I will not be weak ever again. I will dominate and I will hide my feelings and be strong in front of Michelle. Fuck whining and complaining, I'm bigger than that.
I guess I lack committment to my feelings. I guess I'm just going to try and not get so attached this time and take things as they come. I can't lie to myself, I need someone to be there for me and I need a friend. I need someone to spend my time with and I need someone to love.
I have to learn to depend on myself over Michelle. Michelle is nice to have to fall back on but I need to come first and foremost. I will not be weak ever again. I will dominate and I will hide my feelings and be strong in front of Michelle. Fuck whining and complaining, I'm bigger than that.