arbitraria

so i suppose i'm wondering how difficult it is to actually get accepted as a suicidegirl...i've done four photo shoots with a friend of mine, hoping to garner a few choice images to send in with my application. should i stop being so picky and just fucking apply already? i want to present my best...too many years with that "nothing less than perfect" mentality beaten into my head. (sorry, went to architecture school.)

i'm babbling like an ass. i do apologize. but i want to start posting something at least, get myself more active. i'm very excited about the possibilities that could lie ahead, the people i could meet, the culture...i'm at a transitional point in my life and i think this could be an amazing thing.

i'll attach a few of my last few favorite pics...doing another shoot tomorrow night. as i work on not looking retarded in front of a camera, he's working on his lighting techniques and angles...so bear with us.