aralia

Second to last day on SG.

I have to go clean my room soon, but i don't want to because it is the hottest room in the house.

There's a lot i should be doing, but i'm not. I am in a bad mood, because it's hot, because i am bored with my life, because i yelled at my housemate about cleaning stuff.

I really do need to clean my room, though, because J is coming over tomorrow and i am sick of it being a pigsty whenever he comes over. It has never ever been clean once since i moved into this house. Maybe i will go have an iced coffee to improve my mood. Ooh, maybe i will put ice cream and ice coffee together. . . yum. . . will that work without a blender i wonder?

I also have to make some sort of birthday present for Jason before next thursday. I wish i had thought to have a party for him. I feel *so* guilty that i did not even think of it until last night, and by then other plans had been made. Bad girlfriend! no cookie! *sigh* i'll just have to throw him a great party another year i guess. . . i was too wrapped up in feeling sorry for myself about my own birthday i didn't think plan anything for his. how lame is that!

I have been shooting pictures over to trilobyte while he's at work. Good boy, doesn't let work distract him from our IMs If anyone needs gothic inspiration, go check out the pictures at wave-gotik-treffen. I just love us!! the dark community is so beautiful. I would really, really love to go to wgt someday. or even convergence. LOL. . . back to thinking my life is boring. . .

ok, now i have finally motivated myself. I am going to go make my room beautiful. Then i am going to make something else beautiful.

have fun everyone!!! Say good bye to me tomorrow. . . i will be checkiing on all your journals from time to time until i have the money to join SG again. . .

be well,
~Aralia
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Update: got my room sparkling clean. Shaved my legs. Am cooking beans to make refried beans with. Talked to this guy on the phone who wants to pierce people for free to build his portfolio. The sun went down and things started cooling off at last.