So, I'm back after a whole weekend in the dark. The whole country had energy issues for more than 24 hours...
I got home on Friday at 2:00 pm sweating like a pig to find that the power was out, so pissed as I was I took a shower, ate a chocolate and read a book day dreaming about "Esteban"'s death. 2 hours later it came back. 9:00 pm, I went to bed and was watching a movie to fall asleep and BAM, the power went off Again! this time till 1:30 am... I wasn't able to sleep because this town is like a little oven, you NEED air conditioner... NEED it! The mosquitoes were eating me alive, and the heat! God, the heat!!!! I felt I was being cooked. And then at 3 am... guess? OFF again! this time till 5 am and then again at 7 and it didn't came back for like 15 hours! I left the city for the weekend, but still no light to be found.... Saturday was awful, the temperature came up to 43C but it felt like 154522145! We were hoping that it came back at night... and before the sunrise (4am) it did =) <3 so, Sunday at 4am I had my sleep! I was dying!
It's sad... How we've come to this... And worst thing is that they say it's because our life quality has come up and we're using too many things -.- damn it! I hate those guys, I hate Esteban, I hate everyone wearing red! >< This government has brought us to the ground... This was such a beautiful country! We all love each other, no matter what! Now we're killing each other for a guy who doesn't care about us at all! For someone who spread hatred among us... There are more violent deaths here in my country than in a country on war... How is that possible?
Why should I be scared to go out at night? Why should I fear to get on a bus? To withdraw money form an ATM? To buy a cellphone?! God! people get killed here for ANY reason! And I mean it! You don't know what to do, if you resist robbery they kill you, if you don't they might kill you as well! If you have money, they kill you... If you don't have money, you might be dead as well... What to do?
Now we have no light, we have no water, we're chaotic cavemen! How did it get here??? How did WE let it get here???
I wish I could organize some group and take the streets and fight like a freaking ranger! The guy has the whole army on his feet, but damn it! I can't live like this anymore! There has to be a way to fight him, something we can do to set ourselves free!
It was enough...
Sorry about all the bad vibes in this particular entry... I've had one of the worst weekends ever!
I'll try to get in a better mood soon! =)
Love you all! <3 Mwah!
I got home on Friday at 2:00 pm sweating like a pig to find that the power was out, so pissed as I was I took a shower, ate a chocolate and read a book day dreaming about "Esteban"'s death. 2 hours later it came back. 9:00 pm, I went to bed and was watching a movie to fall asleep and BAM, the power went off Again! this time till 1:30 am... I wasn't able to sleep because this town is like a little oven, you NEED air conditioner... NEED it! The mosquitoes were eating me alive, and the heat! God, the heat!!!! I felt I was being cooked. And then at 3 am... guess? OFF again! this time till 5 am and then again at 7 and it didn't came back for like 15 hours! I left the city for the weekend, but still no light to be found.... Saturday was awful, the temperature came up to 43C but it felt like 154522145! We were hoping that it came back at night... and before the sunrise (4am) it did =) <3 so, Sunday at 4am I had my sleep! I was dying!
It's sad... How we've come to this... And worst thing is that they say it's because our life quality has come up and we're using too many things -.- damn it! I hate those guys, I hate Esteban, I hate everyone wearing red! >< This government has brought us to the ground... This was such a beautiful country! We all love each other, no matter what! Now we're killing each other for a guy who doesn't care about us at all! For someone who spread hatred among us... There are more violent deaths here in my country than in a country on war... How is that possible?
Why should I be scared to go out at night? Why should I fear to get on a bus? To withdraw money form an ATM? To buy a cellphone?! God! people get killed here for ANY reason! And I mean it! You don't know what to do, if you resist robbery they kill you, if you don't they might kill you as well! If you have money, they kill you... If you don't have money, you might be dead as well... What to do?
Now we have no light, we have no water, we're chaotic cavemen! How did it get here??? How did WE let it get here???
I wish I could organize some group and take the streets and fight like a freaking ranger! The guy has the whole army on his feet, but damn it! I can't live like this anymore! There has to be a way to fight him, something we can do to set ourselves free!
It was enough...
Sorry about all the bad vibes in this particular entry... I've had one of the worst weekends ever!
I'll try to get in a better mood soon! =)
Love you all! <3 Mwah!
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I really wish i could be there to at least share a measure of support, but well, ocean and stuff, you know.
Luv ya