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Went to the visitation.

My mom was there. I can't believe she had the fucking nerve to come.

I offered an olive branch. She told me she understood I had problems mentally. I told her I understood hers as well with her Destructive Narcissistic Patern. She says that I offended her.

Still wants to make up.

I don't care. I don't have any emotion left for her. Not one tear fell for her today. Just in the loss of my grandfather.

If I get money from his Will I plan to do some travelling. I hope I can go to Germany to see one of my penpals. And England to meet Noels family.