aquemini03

Ok so this might not come out real well but I like to consider myself a pretty sensitive guy. Of course I have been an asshole too, but haven't we all? I just feel like it may be time for the sensitive side to dominate for some reason. I think it is just getting to be a time where I am unsure of how my life is going to go. I just moved back to my hometown area and I am still searching for a place to live. I am trying to adjust to the new job but there isn't that much to adjust to. It has been super slow and I feel I may be using less of my schooling here than at my last job. I feel as though I was prepared well and I want to use what I know.

All of this, coupled with the money dilemma that comes from switching jobs has just made me emotionally uneasy. If I hear the wrong song I feel like I am getting ready to breakdown. I think there is one coming. You have to have a good cry every now and then. I'm pretty sure it may happen for me soon. I just want things to turn around and for me to feel like I am getting situated.

At the same time I don't want my life to be boring. Of course it may turn out that way with the varying hours I am going to be working. We shall see. I know I have a big part in that.

On a completely different note, I hate the way college football is set up. Why do we have to wait so long to watch a game that sucks because one team needs to keep playing every week to be the team they truly are?

Ok that is some rambling...