aquafantasy

Not much is new, I guess. Still pretty unhappy with my life, but I can't complain too much. Everyone around me is miserable too though, and its been dragging me down. I wish my mood could be independent of other people's for once. But I guess its a good and a bad thing. It motivates me to make other people happy, in turn making me happy. It really only sucks at times like this when no matter what i do, nobody cheers up. Then I end up feeling helpless and worthless for my inability, and it spirals down from there. I need something to happen, something to knock me out of this dicth I've dug myself into, but I don't see anything like that happening anytime soon.

On another note, spring break is week after next. I'm gonna be here on campus all alone. For a week. Thats going to suck big hairy sweaty cyst-covered manballs. I'm descriptive when I'm pessimistic.