apsara

it's amazing how one simple sentence can instantly change your mood.
it's even more amazing how that one simple sentence can then bring into light reasoning behind every little awkward, insecure feeling you've been having for the past three months.

i keep telling myself i'm being selfish. i ask for too much. i want too much.
but that can't be it when you're giving 200% and the other half is only giving 35.

i'm happy for him. i really am. he's finally found a safe track for himself.
there's just not enough room to fit me on it.

i seriously feel like i'm falling behind, and he's not looking back...




but no matter what i feel, or how much it hurts, he'll always be worth it.