I'm not at all as active here as I once thought I would be when I signed up. It's not that the excitement necessarily wore off as much as it has just been that life has worn me down. There are many beautiful sets I have been planning to check out, as well as many others I'm not aware of yet. There are videos and...
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I'll keep this short and sweet. Thanks to many of you out there, even if you don't see this:
Though you are Suicide in name, your kindness has done much to keep me from it.
I have to be honest...this site has fallen into the category of everything else in my life. As much as I did enjoy it here and would like to still do so, I am generally just filled with sadness at every visit... My life is such that I've essentially given up on any foolish thoughts that I could be happy and as such all of...
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Use me...it's basically what I was born for. I've yet to find any other use for myself...one human trash is another man's temporary tool for self-advancement.
My ineffectualness at helping or sparking change in the lives of people I care about breaks my heart more than the thought of my lifelong loneliness, unremarkable life and eventual death alone to be quickly forgotten.
Maybe one of these days someone can save me from myself. Maybe one of these days I'll be happy. Maybe...But if not, maybe one of these days I'll at least make someone else happy...