apropoetic

making strong considerations to deleting my account. strongly considering deleting all my online social/media accounts or any account where i do/can interact with people. working on measures to back myself into a corner to force myself to do so. my attempts to have at least some form of human interaction in my life even if only digital have done nothing to improve my mental health. im so tired and tired of trying. my problem has always been having the balls to commit to anything so we shall see if i can grow a pair. i guess at least with this site i dont think i can afford to keep paying for it so my hand might be forced as far as suicidegirls is concerned.