I don't suppose anyone pays attention to this. I'm not very active here anymore both because of my ever worsening mental health and me just becoming disenchanted with everything. It's not the fault of anyone else. I just often feel zero motivation (even to look at beautiful women) and/or feel overwhelmed, like there's so many sets and people I feel like I have to check I get paralyzed. My membership is up next month and even though money just gets tighter every year I'll probably just renew anyway out of a combination of guilt and indecision. Most of the people I had more communication with have left this space or in some cases it seems the internet altogether. I don't know, with both my mental and physical health severely declining I just felt like typing something I guess. I don't expect anyone to see or reply same as with my Twitter where I just vent and complain all the time but whatever.
